Alone and scared all by myself
I'm lost inside this awful hell
I'm sinking slowly from the light
I can't tell what is wrong and right

Keeping me here against my will
I hate this life, I've had my fill
No one can save me
I'm too far gone
So leave me here and let this memory guide you

I was no one
I was a goddess
I was satan
I was a rose

No one like me
No one liked me

But either way
I was quiet
Locked up
Unnoticed

I was beautiful and graceful
Yet no one could hear my cries
My screams
My mind had wandered and I saw the worse in others

I grew to hate and despise
My heart writhed and yelled
I couldn't bear to feel this way

Nothing was the same
I wasn't the same
I was cruel; ugly

I can't feel
I was beautiful
I was a rose
I was satan

I was Allanah Maureen Paulson...........